Unfinished words

Assalamualaikum. 

           Hey it is me Auni. Alhamdulillah it is been a month and half since the end of foundation. Of course i felt relieved and be able to be in good mental state again. Reminiscing back memories of being through final exam, I realized that it was bittersweet experience. Thanks God, I have my study group friends, I swear i rely on them so many things. From study group to burn the midnight oil together. It was indeed heart relieving moments. Knowing that i have their backs makes me lose my nervousness and anxiety. Back in home, ofcourse it was good but sometimes ofcourse akan ada ujian yang datang. Sometimes i feel good, sometimes i feel bad, lose interest in everything,down and so many feelings that i can not described. However, I have my own solution when I feel no hope at all.

          First of all, i will check my solat condition whether i khusyuk or not while praying. As we know that solat is the pillar of our life. *Excuse my english, i have not using it for a long time hahah* So if I noticed that my solat is not in good condition i fix it. I tried to gain khusyuk when I'm praying. It helps me a lot when I'm feeling down. I found peace when I'm tring my best to do solat in khusyuk. Sometimes i would cry to Allah, beg for forgiveness and regret on why kadang kadang I'm not being grateful and sabr with everything. Why i keep astray from good path. Just why would I did mistakes.
I know, in order to live your live happily, you must be grateful with whatever you have and be sabr with any test that had been given to you.

           We all know that life is not always about happiness. It is more than that. You just need more time to discover the true meaning of life. Don't easily give up. Im too lazy to finish this up. So, im gonna leave it hanging here, hahahahaa.